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I'm home alone with the dog right now. I was sitting at the table screening some kind of American reality tv show on fashion. I was just thinking to myself on the things that occurred in my life. I just started to see how much a scar can matter so much to a person's life. I was just wondering to myself how sad it is to be defined by society. To not have your own voice but to be miserable about what people see and think about you. I thank God that i'm born His. I thank God that i'm born in this royal family, and its royal blood flowing through me. Also, i was thinking abt the revelation that i got from yesterday while i was touched by God during Charleston's revival meeting. This season, i really sense God picking us up again. Built into spirituality. That's the season that God has knitted into my spirit. That is why i was so anguished when i saw the people not seeking God from their hearts. I don't know how to explain it, but sometimes, it really discourages me as a leader to see that my people are no longer hungering for the presence of God. Yet at the same time, i realized that my touch with God has been pull apart too. I too, need to come closer to the Heart of God. God has indeed revealed the things of the spirit to me in my spirit, but i have been too human and not trusting in Him. That is why i failed to recognize the voice of God. Then again after service yesterday, i encountered God once again and His peace has descended upon me, guiding me and showing me to another realm in the spiritual. This is what i wrote in my journal:

Today was really powerful and a breakthrough. It was Charleston preaching for today's(yesterday)service and it hit on being a generation of people that would begin to hit our potential. Spirituality is another hit point and now i believe that God has indeed spoken to me clearly. I was the unsure being over here. Yet, i need to continuously press on, hearing on the voice of God. In my spirit i could hear a heave of encouragement from God that have what it takes to come up to greater heights. There's something special about me that very rare people have. Its the touch of God, the anointing and calling that God has upon my life. The devil tries hard enough to seize it from me, yet i will stand strong for my God. To me, God says: "since you have such an asset, won't you take it and run with it, giving Me your Best will and potential to run on this heritage I have given you. multiply it. Don't let go of it because it is the touch of God upon your life. My stand -YES. I will Run with it, safeguard it and align it with my life. Setting my heart right.

Here's what Go spoke to me while Charleston touched me spiritually as he prayed for the leaders. God said: "I'm EXPANDING YOUR HORIZON" I asked Him a few questions, though i can really remember, but all i remembered were questions that He just nodded His head and said "uh-hmm, uh-hmm" That was how GOd responded to me. :)

God has seized my burdens, lightened my load and given me His yoke.
i will seize every moment now, tightening my belt and growing even more in Him

Even for the issues on my heart, God says He'll take care of it.
Therefore, I have NOTHING TO FEAR! :)

God is good, all the time

I WILL LIVE TO BUILD HIS KINGDOM, HIS EMPIRE AND THIS ZONE.

love,
HannaH
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