Why am i feeling so low now?

i think now is just one of those times that i sit and reflect abt life and feel bad abt it. Right now, i'm seated at the reception, and i have feeling this kind of feeling quite recently. The feel of anxious, guilt and a little dismay and disappointed. Disappointed in myself. i can even feel tears welling in my eyes. Feel myself so lousy and not pushing myself to the fullest of my poten†ial. It not me †o feel and think way i do, its just that something has indeed eaten into me rather recently. I have to learn to forgive, i have to learn to love and rely on God through the storms. bad day, bad feel. bad me.

Insights reflected on a Faraway journey

Hey Yo!

I'm on my journey home to bukit timah from woodlands. 960 is the bus, can imagine the journey of this ride? Haha. Anw, really loved the xrave live demo, think our ldrs are really cool ppl! But more than tt, i loved it when Pst Lia preached today. Anointing flows. **as usual
Since i've a long journey ride, i won't hesitate t tell you more of what gr8 experience i had. :) i imagine alot, n if u don't catch it, i mean ALOT! But i hv came t an understanding tt i need t begin surrendering my imagination t God all over again. Tt i may attain imagination at a higher level. Tt is, holy imagination. Our minds are really powerful, n if not careful, we could fall into the traps of the devil tt steals, kill n destroy. In essence, we can only choose t follow one. For me, i choose to Follow Him who has picked me from the deathpits of my life. In Him, dreams n vision boom forth within my spirit. Once upon a time, i've been hit deep in my spirit but God encourages me with the vision of a 10000 over congregation. I can see it in my spirit, n i'm running towards tt. Another one tt sticks close in my heart, the vision of a worship pastor, business counselor. A full time church staff, part time world staff, but, carrying great influence on the ppl who comes in contact with me. Great dreams come from a great God, life, its only gonna happen once on earth, n the rest in eternity. Why not live my best for Jesus? Also, i see a great future ahead. Gotta let tt sink into my spirit for what has not alrd happened within will nvr happen in the future.. I rest my calling upon the shoulders of almighty, why be narrow minded n be offended when there's a greater purpose t fulfill in life? If the devil's gonna use knitty tactics against me, i will not budge. :) i will refuse 2b ignored in God, in life! Hence, i will keep loving God, ppl n life, no matter what it takes. BIG GOD, BIG THINKING. BIG THINKING, BIG MENTALITY. BIG MENTALITY, BIG INHERITANCE. :)

Love,
Hannah
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