Falling in love with you more and more day by day

hmms, i think that i'm letting go and falling more in love with ssc more each day. I start to see him changing more and more for the better. If he can be changed by God, i will marry him. hahaha, but now it's still too early to start talking of such things. Nevertheless, my quest for him is to give him a chance to grow more manly :)

what was previous, is previous. what's mine will be mine, what isn't will nvr be mine. :) :)

are u really true? :)

well well well, i'm starting to erase him from my life already. took me that long and that much effort to get over him. i guess, it's time to move on and rough it out in life. That man, will always be my best friend, because we never had the courage to move further than that anyway. Nevertheless, i do wish the best for him.

As for me, i have known a new person who i find really attractive. It's funny how the first time i saw him, i somehow felt that i would know him someday. Turns out that as time passed, we have so close backgrounds. He was from my secondary school, a friend's older brother, and he is indeed a gentleman. From who i've known him to be, he's really very nice. Known him for awhile but he has already sent me home a few times. Though he doesn't seem to have a lively life like how hay used to, he's like a guy with quiet confidence. He's cool and straight forward too. The thing i really admire about him is his gentleness despite him in the elite - OCS. His boyishness and innocence too. They make me smile. It's funny how things seem to be working out between us, but i always wonder in my heart, can i really have this man? :) But we have yet to know each other deeper, but i guess there's lots to discover. Thank God i found friend in such a climate. He clicks with me in a lot of things, perspectives etc. And the plus thing, he's fit too! :) :) it's my motivation to keep fit too! That's why we're gonna run tonight! :) Love hanging out with this friend. ;)

Love,
Hannah
Building quiet confidence.