WHOSE HANDS ARE THESE
HOLDING MY TRAPEZE
WHEN I FLY
YOU CARRY ME
WHOSE EYES ARE THESE
WATCHING OVER ME
EYES OF LOVE
THAT SET ME FREE
UNAFRAID
WHAT’S AHEAD
YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE BEFORE
MY WHOLE WORLD
YOUR DESIGN
YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE
JUST RIGHT BEHIND
CHORUS:
MY LIFE IS YOUR SONG
TO YOU MY HEART BELONGS
LET ALL EARTHLY CROWNS
FADE IN THE SHADOW OF THE CROSS
MY LIFE IS YOUR SONG
I’LL SING FOR YOU ALONE
NOTHING IN THIS WORLD
CAN TAKE ME AWAY FROM YOU
OUR LOVE GOES ON AND ON
WHOSE ARMS ARE THESE
SHELTER ME FROM HARM
IN THE STORM
YOU ARE MY CALM
WHOSE VOICE I HEAR
WHISPER IN MY EAR
WHEN I’M LOST
YOU’RE ALWAYS NEAR
BRIDGE:
IN ALL MY LIFE
BE GLORIFIED
WITH CHRIST IN ME
NO LONGER I
SO TAKE MY ALL
CONSUMING FIRE
YOUR LIGHT IN ME
I’LL LET IT SHINE
I love this song so much. At this moment, it speaks and caters so much to a specific area in my life. WEll, you see, i'm an ambitious person in life, and i will usually set higher targets in my life, and it so happened that i was there to witness the collection of results of my classmates, and of course, there was a vast difference in the array of results given out to different people. Many of them were just satisfied with getting Bs and a few As, many were of course dissapointed with their results. ME? what did i feel? i felt anxious, i felt worried, i felt sad. I felt demoralized, and dissapointed. Many people who were expected to pass well did'nt, and many who were'nt did very well. That was'nt really my concern. My real concern was that i was anxious that it would be my turn next year, and i was really uptight about it. In my heart i feared very much because all i ever wanted was to give my best. So that i can bring glory to God, make my mum proud of me, and even pastors, leaders and church feel proud of me too. I wanted to use it as a way to stand up for my church which has been faced with situation where intelligent people had caused us spirits down.
And i was sad because i could feel an invisible wall around me trying to pull me down and away from the dreams and visions i ever wanted to reach. It came for the insecurity that was bound within me, the thought that i was never able to reach my dreams because i set too far away standards, the thought that my teachers also looked at me as if i had no potential to do well, not because of m ability, but because i was spending my time unneccesarily in church and everything, it was a frequent misconception that people associated my church with my incapabilities of doing well. There was a NO culture in school. But the greatest wall i had was the fact that everything that really pulled me down was my thoughts, my will.. its all dying. It all came from me. My friends might have despised me, they might have been deemed smarter than me, but i could run against it, but i did'nt i let it tear me apart like i'm a great loser.
BUt God was good. He pulled me out and away from those thoughts. He encouraged me with my O levels prestige. He said that i was one of those whom people had despised, disliked, but look, you are where you're at because of who you are. God has drawn the masterplan of my life, and shown me bits and pieces of it to draw me higher. i'm spurred, inspired, motivated to give my best shot for this.
NOT GOING TO LET THE DEVIL PULL ME DOWN. not going to let realisticity slip into my life to pull me down, i will soar in life!
Love,
Hannah
AnEBFG -faithfully building His kingdom. JESUSROCKS
