burning bridges

honest thoughts,

i miss some people in life, but i have to kill that.

Pretty happy with the way things are, they don't seem to care anyway, and i don't have to care about them either. i choose not too.

They seem to be living fun and enjoyable moments, i too will make my life an enjoyable one. I don't have to live for others. I don't have to bother about them. Just live a life of acquaintance like. Maybe something closer than that. But so long as there's a chance to get back, i would. :)

Trust me, the strength is building in me now. i'm picking myself from scratch & i guess that's probably how i am going to live my life.

People may look at me differently, but those who know me, will know the real me.

It's time to be who i was meant to be anyway! Go for it Hannah!

No more turning back, no more slowing down, no more moments of folly.

There will come a day where people will see me in a different light, a different altitude and be impressed. (:

Love,
Hannah
AnEBFG

- They don't know who they are dealing with.

keeping it at status quo

Hey there~

i'm just feeling so hyped up about life.
No worries, no weight, no baggages.

First things first, i just think i should get my finance issue sorted out.

But i think i must allocate more time to spend with my family as well. hahahaha

Life's getting a grip these days.

hahahahaha

back to getting some plans done.

Talk again.

Love,
Hannah

not a grudge bearing person. real me is coming out :)

Hmms,

i've been pondering alot and i finally understand why i asked to be taken out of leadership. Point noted, i cannot live my life and be a good example to the people. Probably, i'm as good as a backslider. hahahaha i am not gonna be so dumb anymore. i guess, it was probably the right choice to take this break, and step back to see where i am heading towards, and what i wanna do with life.

i guess, immature people will never understand.

Anyway, i've chosen to forgive and let go and forget. HAHA expand my heart a little bigger because i'll stifle if don't and, well, i have many good friends in life, so just live life a little happier. Friends come and go, but family matters most.

That's priority for now. :)

Love,
Hannah

la la la la la. its a new day, its a new way. its a new life. :D no regrets

It's a beautiful day, it's a beautiful way...

i just bought a pair of running shoes! i think it rocks!

Life has been great even without having some people in my life.
Even though i miss them, but, truth is, fact the fact, face life and embrace my future! :)

well, i'm coping with life, and getting happier.

i like my workplace, colleagues and new company of friends. :)
i'm learning so much more about life and opening my realm to a whole new
world and understanding. Embracing adulthood isn't that bad afterall.

Plus, i'm in the prime of my life where i am trying out new stuff, fun and
frivolous. But, my friends don't wanna bring me go clubbing :(
Nevertheless, i'm making a trip down to the clubs someday soon.

it's a life goal to step into a club at least once and go crazy.
THAT'S WHERE THE REAL TEST COMES. nevertheless, values will always be values. Whatever people may think and say, i don't really bother, what matters is i know what i am doing isn't wrong. it may not be a good thing, but it is not wrong :)

Anyway, let me introduce some friends i have right now:

frequent hangout gang:
David - the funny guy who always tries to match make people together. i hope these plans of his fails. :X but he is also a very good friend. He helped me get facial products to make my skin better in his own opinion. *touched.
Xue Wen - David's girlfriend. Cute girl, met her once.
Timothy - Funnie dude who always understands David very well!
Nicholas- a very good cook. ;D he drives too.
Matthew - my friend who always accompany me so willingly! he is the nicest friend i have here. he helped me get groceries, rent vcds, accompany me to the gym even though he was really tired, gave me a toy hamster called "potato patches" before i went to malaysia, and did so many nice things for me. hahaha great friend! :)
THEY ROCK. they are very good friends, who will do almost anything and everything with me! but we don't go crazy. we just laugh at very frivolous stuff! great humour here :) some of them drive, so it's also a good thing! we can go crazy ALL THE WAY :D

close friends:
Nick - my cheeky, crazy, messy and wacky brother who is also my listener. He listens to my problems a lot, but doesn't help. bcos he can't help much also, but at least, i know i have a great crazy buddy who identifies with me, and he is THE person to do crazy and fun stuff with -- PARTAE!

kayfong - recently met him to attend our primary school classmate's wedding. We went to chill out after that and.. hmmms. i think he's not a bad choice, but i am taking things slowly too. infact, i just want to be free, not tied down by relationships etc. just wannabe myself yet having company to do stuff and also know that someone's there to protect me. :) he's good! :) yays, looking to chill out with him over the weekends! :)

Sebastian - he texts me often to find out how i am. i guess, he does that to many other people too. But we joke a lot of crazy stuff together. hahahahaa, should hang out with him one day soon :)

Kok Hong - this is my 2nd best friend after my breakdown with my 1st best friend. he was the one who called me out and listened to my problems and encouraged me, and also the one who saw me cry. He too had his set of problems, but he was there for me. not my type, but a very very good friend :)

Though my 1st best friend was a very good friend, but he doesn't seem to understand what being a best friend is about. he doesn't seem to care about things here. So, screw all of these thoughts and memories about him. and her (ex best friend), and just live my happy family life :) :)

no more leadership worries, no more friendship stresses!

Love,
Hannah

Here is my life in a summary. Like living a life without worries :D
i'm living my life.. :)