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Sunday, September 27, 2009

In other words, i love you

Hey!

Its really great to be soaked in the presence of God. I have come with an understanding that nothing else matters more to me than God.

Utada Hikaru - Fly Me To The Moon Lyrics
Album:

Poets often use many words
To say a simple thing
But it takes thought and time and rhyme
To make a poem sing

With music and words I'll be playin'
For you, I have written a song
To be sure that you know what I'm sayin'
I'll translate as I go along

Fly me to the moon
And let me play among the stars
Won't you let me see what spring
Is like on Jupiter and Mars

In other words, hold my hand
In other words, darling, kiss me

Fill my heart with song
And let me sing forevermore
'Cause you are all I long for
All I worship and adore

In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you

In other words, please be true
(Please be true, I just want you to be true)
In other words, yeah yeah yeah yeah,
I love you
(I love you, I love you)
Oh oh

C'mon, just take me to the moon and back

Da da da da da da
Da da da da da yeah


I think that this song can be sang to God, its most applicable cause i really like the feel of it, but the lyrics are so meant for God. Indeed, God is a good God, and i will certainly make it through the storms, i have God with me, whom shall i fear, whom shasll i fear?

I had a great time digging into the word of God and am brewing a word sharing for the HoGCyjcians meeting after the promos. Its gonna be reall great and awesome. Its about having the IMPACT of a generation of HOGCYJCians.

Influence
Making things happen
Pray & plan
Attitude & heart
Culture & convictions secured in God
Teamwork

Its really exciting! Gonna continue digging into God's revelations even more! :)

Lvoe,
Hannah
AnEBFG

Friday, September 25, 2009

It was worth it

Hey!

It really was an awesome day. Despite the unending hecticness, waking up at 5am in the morning, fasting for 3/4 of the day.. pressing on with no nap during sch hrs, hanging on during lessons n giving all my energy for cg n prayer mtg. I feel so fulfilled tt i've accomplished smth aft a period of distraught. But today, i'm so assured tt my hope n trust is in God indeed. :) God knows n He understands. I really don't mind living my life not getting married just t build His house. :)

speaking of which, it really distressed me alot t hear my friend telling me tt a guy school mate's nx target was me. Don't think i'm happy. I hardly noe this guy, n It has become a phobia t me especially for a time like this, when i've decided t keep it going in God, n relationships make it an awkward moment for me right now. Besides, i'm not attracted t bgr at this moment, n its really immature 2b always thinking of wanting 2b in a relationship not planning ahead. For me, its really fundamental t understand whr we r going. N pls, i don't need a man t satisfy me. I've my standards too, n not anybody can fit into tt category. So stop pulling my leg, just leave me alone. Tks.

One life, i choose t live it for Jesus. :)

Love,
Hannah
AnEBFG

Monday, September 14, 2009

Giving mentality is not bad, but sowing is even greater. :)

Hey there! :)

So excited to share so much with all of you! Before i start, i must first warn tt i'm using hp internet, n it might limit my speaking capacity so i might just stop n continue on computer tmr! :) i was doing my qt, n had a revelation from God! Here's it:
There are basically different mentality we can hv when giving t God. But mentioned today specifically is giving mentality, sowing mentality, n calculative mentality.

Giving mentality: expects no returns
Sowing mentality:
Expects a great returns

As i began t seek God n asked him for a breakthrough in finances, in life, He began t speak into my spirit man, and this , was what He said: 'you've been putting yourself in the giving mentality that you don't learn how to sow. That is why many times you pray, but there is no returns. It starts from the point of giving, n ur mentality plays big role big time.' so basically God was challenging me to start switching my mentality from a giver t a sower -in every arena of my need for breakthrough, there's gotta 2b a shift in mentalities.
However, there's a need t understand the heart of a sower before having the mindset of one.
After praying n studying the word,
Sowing -basically means to plant with an intention of having great returns. Its a positive expectation. Dictionary states tt sowing is scattering (seed) on or in earth, plant with seed; initiate, arouse. When we sow, we expect great returns so that more good maybe done. There's no selfish mentality involved, bcos a sower will still sow so long as good can be brought whether or not its to his gain.
That sets a sowing mentality apart from a calculative mentality! To be calculative has a different connotation. Dictionary states tt t calculate is determine before hand by judgement, reasoning, etc; estimate. To calculate is to expect great returns for satisfying one's own selfishness. It does'nt necessarily mean tt bad intentions are done here, but it does not carry a positive connotation either.

And So God has drawn tt thin line between a sower

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Looking towards the future

Hi there!

I'm now standing at the crossroad of a junction in amk. I'm headed t the police station. Actually i'm now in the police station. Met Peck lian on the way off church earlier on, n really liked talking with her. Haha. Anw, i think tdae's sermon was really powerful. Pst Lia has always been so anointed n 1day, i will b like tt too. :) anw, i think God's good, did my qt this morning, but God spoke t me during the word tdae. I'm going home t read the word as how God has instructed me t do so. :) gd nights everyone! I'm going t read my bible. ;)

Love,
Hannah
AnEBFG