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Saturday, June 27, 2009

So inspired to climb these spiral stairs :)

HEY!

Feel so encouraged man! Was just talking to one of our regulars in my connect group and was actually checking her database details to talking about spiritual stuff. I think it was really good, as i spoke with her, i could sense an openness in her spirit. And i'm so spurred to draw her closer. i basically shared and encouraged her to pray and seek God to ask Him how He wanted her to reach out to people. The specific steps. I shared with her about the different encounters we can have to hear God's voice. Then somehow i just shared with her about getting the devotion "Everyday with Jesus for new christians". She really wants to get it and began to build her foundation in God espcially in this season of her life where she needs God the most. I was so inspired to climb these sets of stair to leading people towards God, seeing their lives changed for God for a lifetime. Their step into a great destiny spurs me even more. Tomorrow, is another life touching moment. I'm gonna pray for anointing tonight to bring my sheep to another level. i was also so encouraged to hear this regular wanting to keep drawing closer to God, and sharing her life stories with me, about her close encounter to knowing God when she was little and all, and how hungry she was for the word of God. This life, is gonna be touched, saved and used to be glorified for God! I will personally witness the growth of this spiritual scene. :) its coming forth! Rise up further! :)
Oh! gotta share with you smth on my heart too! :D nth spiritual abt this just that it encourages me to know that God recognises what's precious on my heart. haha. I've always yearned to be an impactor of ppl's life. Where ppl would just be inspired by me, and be encouraged or inspired to be just like me, running this race with me :)

Today, i met this girl Zhou jie who wanted to know me since i know when. haha, it felt so good to have inspired one person that out rightly expresses her longing to be my friend. :) Zhou jie, you rock man. haha, you've encouraged me to come higher in God to impact more lives. Thank God.

Love,
Hannah
AnEBFG

Thursday, June 25, 2009

My greatest love is you

MY GREATEST LOVE IS YOU
HILLSONG Key: D
Worship


D
EVERY NEW DAY
YOUR F#m7
GLORY UNFOLDS
G2
FILLING MY EYES
WITH YOUR Asus
TREASURES UN A
TOLD
THE Bm7
BEAUTY OF F#m7
HOLINESS
BRINGS G2
WORSHIP A F#m7
NEW
Em7
MY GREATEST Asus
LOVE IS D
YOU A/C#


CALL ME G
DEE Dmaj7/A
PER
Em7
INTO YOUR Asus
GRACE A

THE Bm7
RIVER THAT F#m7/A
FLOWS
FROM THE Em7
HOLY Asus
PLACE A

G
WASH OVER ME
Dmaj7/A
CLEANSING ME THROUGH
Em7
MY GREATEST G/A
LOVE IS D
YOU

This song touches on the depths of my heart. the things that i've always wanted to express. the most powerful to me, is the line that emphasizes that my greatest love is God. no matter what happens, no matter come what may Jesus i love you. :) That's the song i wrote isn't it?

Jesus, I love you:

You were always there
no matter where
everytime
even though

sometimes my heart may waver about
yet you caught me
and you cared for me

Jesus i love you
i love you
i will live my life for you
no matter come what may

Jesus i love you
i love you
forever i will worship you
forever i will say
Jesus i love you

simple but speaks my heart of commitment and love for God. :)

Love,
Hannah
AnEBFG

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Giving into God's kingdom!

Good afternoon!

i woke up feeling light and chirpy this morning! i had a great time yesterday after encountering God, hearing Him and obeying Him. :) I was challenged to give God my all, in terms of my next month's pocket money, also an hour of quality time to God as well. :D Its a breakthrough of my life NOW> the turning point of a mundane life into a life full of purpose! :D People work's great, also when God say He takes care of it, He really takes care of things amen? haha, so spurred to climb up another level and not return to square one again. :D Yesterday, was so funny cos i met Ivan on the journey home! :) I love hanging out with my leaders. i learnt something even though we did'nt talk much, but i learnt a characteristic of a leader is to love people! Though Ivan was feeling unwell, he let me sit on the available seat. When i gave up the seat to him, he rather let the old man sit. haha. So giving. i want to be like that too. Giver mentality! :) Also, i did quiet time this morning, i was praying for people, i just felt God moving another level on. Though i felt my self like peter walking on water, staking my life for God, i know that God will take care of my needs when i give Him my best. :) had a bible study session about the armor of God, not done yet, but really am heeding the voice of God's instruction in building His empire. Know that it is more than the physical, so this season touches on the spiritual area. :D God is good all the time! :)

Love,
Hannah(TEN)2.0
AnEBFG

Friday, June 19, 2009

Powerful life story

Hey there!

Earlier on, i was just preparing to go to Desiree's place to work out and swim in the morning, but then, my sis took the house keys and locked me up at home. So, i had no choice but t stay at home. I was pretty frustrated initially, but i managed to calmed down and not let my emotions affect my reactions. I went to slp. After falling asleep and waking up, God spoke into my spirit telling me to pray for the Connect group as i had promised. haha,i mean, if i promised God, i should do it right? As a result, i prayed there and then, covering every name in my connect group. Somehow, God led me in my spirit to pray for them for things i have never seen before. It was like revelation and i begin to see how God could lead me to pray for the individuals. yet, i can't reveal it out, but just keep praying. I am so going to cling onto God and His spirit to guide me on. In the next few hrs, before i leave to Desiree's house, i will be hanging the laundry and probably catching up a little on econs. But meantime, before i go off, this is the highlight of today:

MY REVELATION :)

I was praying and seeking God for greater understanding to His word, and an encouragement from Him that will spur me on this track of life. God gave me Genesis 39:3. This verse encouraged me and spurred me on to keep reading on to the next verse and so on. It says: "And his master saw that the LORD was with him, and that the LORD made all he did to prosper in his hand"

you know , just a brief background of this passage, is that Joseph was sold to Egypt by his brothers because the were jealous of him as his father loved him the most. Yet, in this misfortune, Joseph never gave up drawing closer to God, at the same time, God never gave up on Joseph, in fact, we can see that God has been protecting Joseph through his life. In this particular verse, it hit me that the reason why Joseph found favour in the eyes of men is because God's favour upon Joseph was so strong that everything that Joseph touched became prosperous. :) Joseph must have had a deep and strong connection with God that the touch of God became so obvious to the people around Joseph, to the extend whereby even Potiphor (Joseph's master) could see that the Lord was with Joseph and God had made everything prosper in his(Joseph) hands. Isn't it awesome to have a God that will want good for us in every way? :)

Today, my heart's cry is to let God show so strongly in my life that people may see for themselves that God is good, and with Him in my life, i will prosper in everything that i do. :) How about you today?

Love,
Hannah(TEN)2.0
AEBFG

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

touchedF0REVER: To know your name

touchedF0REVER: To know your namehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hnvlpNVQocw&NR=1

touchedF0REVER: To know your name

touchedF0REVER: To know your name http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hnvlpNVQocw&NR=1

To know your name

Hey there

I'm home alone with the dog right now. I was sitting at the table screening some kind of American reality tv show on fashion. I was just thinking to myself on the things that occurred in my life. I just started to see how much a scar can matter so much to a person's life. I was just wondering to myself how sad it is to be defined by society. To not have your own voice but to be miserable about what people see and think about you. I thank God that i'm born His. I thank God that i'm born in this royal family, and its royal blood flowing through me. Also, i was thinking abt the revelation that i got from yesterday while i was touched by God during Charleston's revival meeting. This season, i really sense God picking us up again. Built into spirituality. That's the season that God has knitted into my spirit. That is why i was so anguished when i saw the people not seeking God from their hearts. I don't know how to explain it, but sometimes, it really discourages me as a leader to see that my people are no longer hungering for the presence of God. Yet at the same time, i realized that my touch with God has been pull apart too. I too, need to come closer to the Heart of God. God has indeed revealed the things of the spirit to me in my spirit, but i have been too human and not trusting in Him. That is why i failed to recognize the voice of God. Then again after service yesterday, i encountered God once again and His peace has descended upon me, guiding me and showing me to another realm in the spiritual. This is what i wrote in my journal:

Today was really powerful and a breakthrough. It was Charleston preaching for today's(yesterday)service and it hit on being a generation of people that would begin to hit our potential. Spirituality is another hit point and now i believe that God has indeed spoken to me clearly. I was the unsure being over here. Yet, i need to continuously press on, hearing on the voice of God. In my spirit i could hear a heave of encouragement from God that have what it takes to come up to greater heights. There's something special about me that very rare people have. Its the touch of God, the anointing and calling that God has upon my life. The devil tries hard enough to seize it from me, yet i will stand strong for my God. To me, God says: "since you have such an asset, won't you take it and run with it, giving Me your Best will and potential to run on this heritage I have given you. multiply it. Don't let go of it because it is the touch of God upon your life. My stand -YES. I will Run with it, safeguard it and align it with my life. Setting my heart right.

Here's what Go spoke to me while Charleston touched me spiritually as he prayed for the leaders. God said: "I'm EXPANDING YOUR HORIZON" I asked Him a few questions, though i can really remember, but all i remembered were questions that He just nodded His head and said "uh-hmm, uh-hmm" That was how GOd responded to me. :)

God has seized my burdens, lightened my load and given me His yoke.
i will seize every moment now, tightening my belt and growing even more in Him

Even for the issues on my heart, God says He'll take care of it.
Therefore, I have NOTHING TO FEAR! :)

God is good, all the time

I WILL LIVE TO BUILD HIS KINGDOM, HIS EMPIRE AND THIS ZONE.

love,
HannaH
BGAEmpire

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Excited! can u feel the buzz? :D

Hey There!

i'm so excited about this season man. I think it was really a breakthrough. I meant i totally enjoyed hanging out with the new people like Angeline and Joy. Went crazy to the MAX> together with Desiree dance moves and debates..boi! We sure are another bnch of crazy people man! But i think today was great too. Pst Troy preached in the service abt prayin in the spirit. i Thank God for hearing my cry. It was just that as i was praising and worshiping, i started to feel like a lousy person like not being able to get my people to come for service or what, also felt like such a failure in not being able to lead my sheep closer to God in the spiritual realm. Also felt that the new batch of people were not as open to things of the Spirit, and i was just discouraged and at my wits' end. I simply came before God in the worship and humbly surrender all to God telling Him that i trust everything into His hand. I am helpless. Then as i heard Louisa's testimony, God comforted me in my spirit that He is there. I think God's really cool, and no matter what the world may offer, i seek no reason why i should trade anything else for God. Born into this family, love in this family. God is Great and no matter what, i will keep drawing closer to Him. everything and anything can fail me, but God never fails. Nothing can ever draw me away from God, not even the person who stands close to my heart. That's my decision, my pre-made decision. For even if i never get married one day, i become an old hag, i will never leave God because of my insecurities. Yup.

Love,
Hannah(TEN)2.0
KEEPSTRIKING!!!

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

An ordinary day

Hey!

Yup yup yup. Its an ordinary day today. Talk abt the trip to Ajc after powerhouse. Boi, the heat and the heatiness from within. i was bedridden for a few hours figuring out how i could make myself feel better with the heat within, and the dryness that covered me. Hot day. Anw, met owner of fashion store 77th street, Elim Chew. Really liked the way she presented things. Gonna be like her one day. Love the way she leads life. I'm gonna be like this one day. I will certainly live through an ordinary day an extraordinary life! Life's gonna be exciting and FUn! Think i caught the flu bug. boi. need to rest well and live life to the fullest. Studying hard this vacation to get out of the god-forsaken school. Move on to another level in life. :)I may not have what others have, i certainly have what i need to have.

Love,
Hannah(TEN)2.0
KEEPSTIRKING!!!

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Living life charging! :)

Hey there,

just wanna say that i have no time to update too man things. Just wanna highlight that Aunt's gone to China, left her laptop with me for 8 days. Also, recently i've been growing stronger in God. Running with a clear vision and purpose in life. I will rise up further. I will live for Christ. Also, i miss Pastors and Rinnah as they are taking a tip away from this land, i really miss them all. :) BUt anyway, i'm really tired. gonna KO anytime soon :) Gd nite! Busy but still loving life!

Love,
HAnnah(TEN)2.0
KEEPSTRIKING!!!