Why am i feeling so low now?

i think now is just one of those times that i sit and reflect abt life and feel bad abt it. Right now, i'm seated at the reception, and i have feeling this kind of feeling quite recently. The feel of anxious, guilt and a little dismay and disappointed. Disappointed in myself. i can even feel tears welling in my eyes. Feel myself so lousy and not pushing myself to the fullest of my poten†ial. It not me †o feel and think way i do, its just that something has indeed eaten into me rather recently. I have to learn to forgive, i have to learn to love and rely on God through the storms. bad day, bad feel. bad me.