Hi there!

I'm studying @ changi airport @ 2.37am n honestly i'm a little unable to go on. This has been a combination of the non-stop schedule since 5am this morning. N the fact tt i'm doing maths is enough t fully utilise my brain cells. So, i need a hard break. Now, i'm sitting in a cosy corner listening to songs of my parents' generation. Not tt i chose to, but its really quite pleasant moment now. Okays, i'll study in awhile. But first, major hit away from the books are my incessant need t express my thoughts.
Here it goes. With the recent strife at home, i've been considering long enough, n i base my security in 1stly God. Then i'm thinking tt i'm gonna study hard n break free of this crap situation my family n i are in. I wanna live my dreams. To let them live a gd life when i'm well n abled to, moreover, i wanna give my best yrs t God as well. WE're moving outta the place to a better one anyway. GOD IS GOOD. Then, i've also been thinking long n hard enough in the area of relationships n future, how marriage cud be a gr8 or a detrimental thing if not careful. A lesson learnt is 2 choose ur spouse with wisdom, n God's boon. Thought abt it, n i felt tt the best is still 2 wait for God's best arrives. Meantime, be prepared 2b alone all my life. Sometimes it isn't tt bad u noe. I feel tt i've come t put a emotional social barrier over my life as a guard t keep me from falling. Its not fun living a life of suspense n i get irritated at the thought of ppl mistaking me t be interested in them when i'm not. Also, impeccable friendships. But even if i were, i know whr t draw the line n Follow God's time. I don't need all these child's play mentality interfering in the way i do life. I prefer a free n easy life away from tied down emotional solemn. Mum said I was nvr born 2b a sad child, so don't try fitting me into tt. I'm not one 2b meddled with. Try it n you'll noe.

Apart from tt, i really love my life. :) and i won't wan2 mess it up. I'm gg t the washroom now! ;)

Love,
Hannah
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