Worship you alone

Your faithfulness, never fails
your faithfulness, everyday
you're the same

unfailing love, sets me free
unfailing love, you lead me
with your hand

and all i know
with your arms around me
your face is all that i see
your love and grace
pick me up and hold me
you alone are Holy

for you alone are great in power
you alone are my strong tower
and i will lift my heart and soul
to worship you alone

for you alone are my desire
you have set my heart on fire
and i will lift my heart and soul
to worship you alone
worship you alone

Don't you love Jesus? i just love Him very very very much. Everytime i hear this song, all hardness of heart and spirit just fades away. Somehow, i was really quite tired yesterday. i slept through all the way til this morning and i almost was late for school. However, the fact is that i did'nt really overslept in that sense cause i woke up at 4.26am in shock and fear. It was a nightmare that woke me. Though i was'nt sure what exactly occurred, i knew that it had caused me to feel uneasy throughout the day. I am a little upset with something, but i just don't really know what exactly. ITs matters of the inside. i guess its disappointments. And there is also a fear, i dunno what it is, just that i feel really really uneasy.

Anyway, after this, i'm going to do a little revising with my work and then i'm going home to do my quiet time. i gotta hear from God. In moments like this, i think its the best to cry out to God. What's the point of crying to man when even sometimes you know they can't really do anything about it. The best person to cry to is still and always be God. I think i'm quite a sombre person, and i can't really blame it because i tend to cry whenever i feel uneasy? Its just that instinct built into me. i guess i was just made that way. Hannah was afterall a woman of God who cried very often anyway... but still she was known as the woman full of grace. What a comfort. God loves me the way i am. :) Yet, understanding me is to know that i cry but i don't admit defeat. That's what God has inclined me to be. Tough not hard-hearted.

Anyway, i foresee a challenging but satisfying journey ahead of me. Now that my interact head has placed me in-charge of this upcoming project that is rather large-scale for a person so insignificant as me in the club. I hold neither post nor role. But God is good i guess, this is an opportunity to do something to influence the rest in interact club. Afterall, i would say there is a certain degree of respect they carry for me. Despite the fact that somethimes the jokes i crack are really not funny, but they entertain.. haha. anyway. i am afterall, uh-urm! a serious person. :) nonetheless, i like the way i carry myself.

Yet, should there be any changes i need to do in my life from God, i will do it. For His sake and none other.

Then we talk about the upcoming busy busy schedule. My goodness! i'm so dead to myself. Nonetheless, i shall conquer. If my leaders can do it, i can do it too. If pastors can do it, i can do it too! Then there's this anxiety welling in me to bring a new friend this weekend!!! Its a personal challenge to me now. Especially when i have no one good target now. Even though i always wished they would be saved, but they still seem so tough to invite. {Just do it Hannah, just DO IT. okays, okays, i surrender all..... i cry. "ONE NEW FRIEND, GOD!" help me....help me... cause all i need is you... GOING HOME TO SEEK GOD!!!} Anxious man.

Hahhs! Albert says he's going for noni's CG tmr! yays! but i need to tell him that i'm not going. hmms. God help me pls!

Alright, finally, i will keep striking the ground! I WILL> even if i am not given the title of a great person, i will LIVE to be great.

:) at the storms always. Adieu

Love,
Hannah
AnEBFG