What a pleasant surprise!

Whoa.

It was totally mind-blowing to have Dr A R Bernard in our church today!! IT totally blew me away. jaw-dropped when he mentioned those theological features. I mean, i could go on listening and not getting tired of it. Besides, he is really the pst of a 30000 over member church.Mind you! He's only a part time pastor! haha. Inspiring indeed. Oh alright man, i'm so glad that the CEG has brokethrough attendance of over 60, indeed, we own half our faith target now, the our Cg has lighter burden! :) Alright, back to issues of the heart. this week, was'nt really as abundant as other weeks, but lo and behold, the future's always more amazing! I'm gonna go on preaching and talking about the wonders of God. :) That's my life calling i guess. See, i have completely yielded my life to God for whatever HE wants me to do for Him. Of Course God is a good God and He would want me to suffer voluntarily -sacrifice. A call to living an others-centred life. When i heard he dreadful news from Pst Kong,i knew that my heart would just sink at the thought of wanting so much to reach the other part of the world that is in need. There and then, i purposed in my heart, that i may not have gold or riches right now to bless that nation in need, but when i grow up, i will surely have my part in giving to these. Besides, i would also have the ability to go out into the lands where love is needed most. I would also be the hands and feet that Jesus needs for my generation of people in need. God will take the best years of my life and make it His, set forth to break it, mould it as according to His will, plans and glory that i will begin to multiply. In His kingdom, i will remain. In His empire, i will continue to grow as i continue to build. God is good all the time. He knows the desires of my heart and He knows what i need and what i do not need. The Lord is my shepherd i shall not want. But i will seek First His kingdom and His righteousness, that what i need will be added unto me.

Know yesterday, i made a trip down to Cineleisure to visit one of my sheep but she was'nt there. I took that opportunity to do smth else anyway. On my way home, i saw 2 person fighting beside the busstop. I guess this 2 persons were related by blood. They were punching and pulling each other's hair. Mind you, the guy looks younger than the female, but he punched her anyway. They were really rowdy, and i walked past them heart full of emotions welling within. I felt that i could dial for police anytime. In the end, i missed it, they stopped fighting and came to the bus stop anyway. There was a minor tiff after awhile, but it died off eventually. The woman boarded the bus and left while the man or boy just disappeared from the vicinity.

Know as i was observing both of them, i could just tell that they were'nt really educated people. But beyond that, i knew that i would never have a relationship that will end up like that. See, be it they were mother and son, or husband and wife, i never would want t use violence in my family. no doubt we may not get along well with each other sometimes,but i will commit and i make a pre-made decision here and now that i will not use violence to try resolving my issues. I think that it is really important that violence should never be induced into a family. The bible says that a gentle answer turns away wrath, and it takes two hands to clap. i would definitely heed the voice of God in any heated situations and not act on impulse should i ever get into serious circumstances with anybody next time. I will not let that happen in my friendships, furthermore my relationships with my family or anybody else. Also, that's why though sometimes when i seem 2b very violent, attempting to punch someone(for fun), i will nvr be ale to bring myself to hit the person hard cos its just not me to attack people. Even mum said that i've been like this since young. I'm a gentle kid. :) Thank God for that.

Also, i believe that God has a great destiny for me, why should i let them all lie in waste because of violence right? wisdom holds it that gentleness overwrites. :) Also, another important virtue i'll carry in life in any relationship i have especially with my future husband would be trust. No matter what, i will always trust and support my husband. :) I may eventually end up not marrying someday, but trust is essential in any relationship and that is what i seek to own. :) I TRUST YOU
:)

Love,
Hannah
AnEBFG