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Monday, April 28, 2008
fine.
hey. I'm really fine
Its just tt I've been leaving a hectic life n yeah, sometimes, its really uncomfortable hanging around ppl who r just IMPOSSIBLE! they see things from a very very safe point of view. Not to say much, but wanna clarify tt I may seem small on the outside but really, i'm not, I got Jesus in my life! with God, all things are possible. tho u may not see it now, don't be realistic on me, I don't buy such stuff. you can say n try convincing me all u want, but no, i'm not taking it. I may seem to complan a lot abt life. But really, its just part n parcel of my life. I don't need you to tell me to SHUT UP> its my life, i choose, and decide what I want, not you. Stay out of trying to control my life. I have loads to do. no doubt, i may not be happie abt things, but I'm still loving life, God, and ppl more than ever, speaking is just a form of reliving, I'm not perfect, I'll let it out through expressions and words, but by and by, they r just BYGONES. so STOP intimidating me, and trying to be GREATER than me. rmb, I don't buy such stuffs.
Love,
Hannah :)
Its just tt I've been leaving a hectic life n yeah, sometimes, its really uncomfortable hanging around ppl who r just IMPOSSIBLE! they see things from a very very safe point of view. Not to say much, but wanna clarify tt I may seem small on the outside but really, i'm not, I got Jesus in my life! with God, all things are possible. tho u may not see it now, don't be realistic on me, I don't buy such stuff. you can say n try convincing me all u want, but no, i'm not taking it. I may seem to complan a lot abt life. But really, its just part n parcel of my life. I don't need you to tell me to SHUT UP> its my life, i choose, and decide what I want, not you. Stay out of trying to control my life. I have loads to do. no doubt, i may not be happie abt things, but I'm still loving life, God, and ppl more than ever, speaking is just a form of reliving, I'm not perfect, I'll let it out through expressions and words, but by and by, they r just BYGONES. so STOP intimidating me, and trying to be GREATER than me. rmb, I don't buy such stuffs.
Love,
Hannah :)
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Its Fabulous! Monday! :D
hey ! hey.
today is a monday morning! thank God that i managed to complete all my stuffs - as in household chores, then, i can really study NOW.
hahas, the thing is i think i lost my momentum in studying already. no. I cant! help me God! hahas. ok i have nth up aft sch, so i'm going home to complete my homeworksZ! woohoo! I really really love God church and my family!!!!! Last discipleship was cancelled tho. hahs, really missed hearing from Ivan. I'll really grow when he speaks.. hahas, aiya, I must e a producer! of God's presence! a carrier of them all.. not a consumer!!! :))
okays! gotta go!
Love, hANNAH -
today is a monday morning! thank God that i managed to complete all my stuffs - as in household chores, then, i can really study NOW.
hahas, the thing is i think i lost my momentum in studying already. no. I cant! help me God! hahas. ok i have nth up aft sch, so i'm going home to complete my homeworksZ! woohoo! I really really love God church and my family!!!!! Last discipleship was cancelled tho. hahs, really missed hearing from Ivan. I'll really grow when he speaks.. hahas, aiya, I must e a producer! of God's presence! a carrier of them all.. not a consumer!!! :))
okays! gotta go!
Love, hANNAH -
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
2 Corinthians 12:9
2 Corinthians 12:9
And He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.
Oh my I love jesus! no faking no pretending I ai'nt a hypocrite!
Life has been hectic but good, contracting, but satisfying. Loads of complains, but loads of relieve too. I know I have Jesus who does'nt mind my imperfections, but works on my character to let me achieve something greater in life! Love undeservedly, unexpectingly. Yeah. my purpose in Christ, my goal, For life!
Love/ hannah /going to CSE lesson! oh no! I have a pop quiZ!!! :0 xD
And He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.
Oh my I love jesus! no faking no pretending I ai'nt a hypocrite!
Life has been hectic but good, contracting, but satisfying. Loads of complains, but loads of relieve too. I know I have Jesus who does'nt mind my imperfections, but works on my character to let me achieve something greater in life! Love undeservedly, unexpectingly. Yeah. my purpose in Christ, my goal, For life!
Love/ hannah /going to CSE lesson! oh no! I have a pop quiZ!!! :0 xD
Matthew 5 :1- 11
The Beatitudes
1 And seeing the multitudes, He went up on a mountain, and when He was seated His disciples came to Him. 2 Then He opened His mouth and taught them, saying:
3 “ Blessed are the poor in spirit,
For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
4 Blessed are those who mourn,
For they shall be comforted.
5 Blessed are the meek,
For they shall inherit the earth.
6 Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
For they shall be filled.
7 Blessed are the merciful,
For they shall obtain mercy.
8 Blessed are the pure in heart,
For they shall see God.
9 Blessed are the peacemakers,
For they shall be called sons of God.
10 Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake,
For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
11 “Blessed are you when they revile and persecute you, and say all kinds of evil against you falsely for My sake. 12 Rejoice and be exceedingly glad, for great is your reward in heaven, for so they persecuted the prophets who were before you.
So, after reading this, I think there's so much I ought to do la.
I always ask myself this : am I being christ-like in all endeavours of life?
yes i agree, life is not a bed of roses, but what is it that ppl seek for in life that makes it interesting?
Often, I see people calling themselves christians, but when they actually do the things they actually do, speak and behave the way they do, it really tells a lot on how close this person walks with God.
The truth shall set you free. I know that, its clear. I know that ya, the things that people say point out something different in life, but my question is, what do you actually stand for?
You know I was in the canteen earlier on, and was just thinking to myself, It does'nt need a smart, intelligent, nor knowledgeable man to succeed in life. All it takes is a wise man.
A wise man is someone who knows what to do, speak and say at the right time. You see, people, in life, there are many different kinds of people you face everyday. whether they are dominant in character or not.
It does'nt matter, what matters most is yourself/
as i type, I open my heart to correction too, I am very confident of myself that I am learning and not boasting. Neither am i trying to put people down, or preaching, trust me, the things i say and do are genuine and they are never an element to hurt others.
For me, I am not afraid to be called a christian, and I am not afraid to frequently mention about the wonders of God in my life. Although my life maybe in a bad situation, I will never forsake Christ for anything.
At least I know where my foundation lies in. I know where my rock of securities stands at. I know that I have hope no matter how dashed and blurred my future or path may fall apart to.
I may feel downcasted and out, feeling trembled, despised and all, but I am not afraid, for I know that within the iniquities, I have someone BIG, STRONG, and somebody who cares and loves me, holds me close within His heart that stands with me.
for clearly I know His words speaks :
1 Corinthians 4:4 (New International Version - UK)
New International Version - UK (NIVUK)
Copyright © 1973, 1978, 1984 by International Bible Society
"my conscience is clear, but that does not make me innocent. It is the Lord who judges me."
and... " if Christ is with me, who else can be against me? "
I'll forever remember His faithfulness, and I forever called to His purpose.
Love, Hannah
The Beatitudes
1 And seeing the multitudes, He went up on a mountain, and when He was seated His disciples came to Him. 2 Then He opened His mouth and taught them, saying:
3 “ Blessed are the poor in spirit,
For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
4 Blessed are those who mourn,
For they shall be comforted.
5 Blessed are the meek,
For they shall inherit the earth.
6 Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
For they shall be filled.
7 Blessed are the merciful,
For they shall obtain mercy.
8 Blessed are the pure in heart,
For they shall see God.
9 Blessed are the peacemakers,
For they shall be called sons of God.
10 Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake,
For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
11 “Blessed are you when they revile and persecute you, and say all kinds of evil against you falsely for My sake. 12 Rejoice and be exceedingly glad, for great is your reward in heaven, for so they persecuted the prophets who were before you.
So, after reading this, I think there's so much I ought to do la.
I always ask myself this : am I being christ-like in all endeavours of life?
yes i agree, life is not a bed of roses, but what is it that ppl seek for in life that makes it interesting?
Often, I see people calling themselves christians, but when they actually do the things they actually do, speak and behave the way they do, it really tells a lot on how close this person walks with God.
The truth shall set you free. I know that, its clear. I know that ya, the things that people say point out something different in life, but my question is, what do you actually stand for?
You know I was in the canteen earlier on, and was just thinking to myself, It does'nt need a smart, intelligent, nor knowledgeable man to succeed in life. All it takes is a wise man.
A wise man is someone who knows what to do, speak and say at the right time. You see, people, in life, there are many different kinds of people you face everyday. whether they are dominant in character or not.
It does'nt matter, what matters most is yourself/
as i type, I open my heart to correction too, I am very confident of myself that I am learning and not boasting. Neither am i trying to put people down, or preaching, trust me, the things i say and do are genuine and they are never an element to hurt others.
For me, I am not afraid to be called a christian, and I am not afraid to frequently mention about the wonders of God in my life. Although my life maybe in a bad situation, I will never forsake Christ for anything.
At least I know where my foundation lies in. I know where my rock of securities stands at. I know that I have hope no matter how dashed and blurred my future or path may fall apart to.
I may feel downcasted and out, feeling trembled, despised and all, but I am not afraid, for I know that within the iniquities, I have someone BIG, STRONG, and somebody who cares and loves me, holds me close within His heart that stands with me.
for clearly I know His words speaks :
1 Corinthians 4:4 (New International Version - UK)
New International Version - UK (NIVUK)
Copyright © 1973, 1978, 1984 by International Bible Society
"my conscience is clear, but that does not make me innocent. It is the Lord who judges me."
and... " if Christ is with me, who else can be against me? "
I'll forever remember His faithfulness, and I forever called to His purpose.
Love, Hannah
Sunday, April 20, 2008
hmms, I love pastor Lia
Hi there!
wonder why my heading seem like an oxymoron? hahas. that's bcos hmms, is bcos i'm in the library again! and the girl b4 me was chased by the librarian for not booking the comp. I feel abit bad, like got the ppl into trouble.. hahas, but i think they ought to do the right thing. Besides, it was'nt me who asked the librarian to chase them away. Anw, I the thing that occupies my heart most was still yesterday's. the thing so wonderful abt yesterday was when the church celebrated Pastor Lia's birthday... hahas, the thing was i was supposed to go for mrs cho's service in CHC at like 10 plus lidat, the thing was i stayed up real late the night before, had truck loads of diareah** if its spelt lke that, and yahh.. OVERSLEPT. thanks-
I really missed out on this. hais, nvrm, i think i will go online to searc for that service's session. hahas. ehem, I was so touched to tears when we celebrated pastor's birthday.. no wonder she's the woman of God, and no wonder, Everybody loves her. The thing was though we put up everything for her, all that was on her heart was others, and not herself. Instead of glorifying herself, the whole congregation ended up worshipping God. Other than that, she really wanted us to pray for her mum. I think pastor's chinese is fabulous, and i think all of us ( HOGCians) ought to learn from pastor in this area. Though we may not be very good at this language, but we must always strive to keep our heritage -you nvr know when God will call you to minister in another language. yeah, so, this is my hypothesis. Oh btw, those chinese worship songs. I love them, so familiar, and close to my heart. I used to lead those songs in St paul's. I really love God, at least there's something i can identify with my pastors i nvr grew up with,yet, they're so close to my heart. I look forward to that day where I can personally serve pastors, whr i'll be close to their hearts, just like David and the 3 mighty men. With that, I want to make my stand, unless my spirit ascends to heaven to meet the Lord, forever I will remain faithful to the man and woman of God, I'll remain true to Jesus and His decrees forever. Thus, I have derived this to be my drive and motivation in life!
Love, Hannah
wonder why my heading seem like an oxymoron? hahas. that's bcos hmms, is bcos i'm in the library again! and the girl b4 me was chased by the librarian for not booking the comp. I feel abit bad, like got the ppl into trouble.. hahas, but i think they ought to do the right thing. Besides, it was'nt me who asked the librarian to chase them away. Anw, I the thing that occupies my heart most was still yesterday's. the thing so wonderful abt yesterday was when the church celebrated Pastor Lia's birthday... hahas, the thing was i was supposed to go for mrs cho's service in CHC at like 10 plus lidat, the thing was i stayed up real late the night before, had truck loads of diareah** if its spelt lke that, and yahh.. OVERSLEPT. thanks-
I really missed out on this. hais, nvrm, i think i will go online to searc for that service's session. hahas. ehem, I was so touched to tears when we celebrated pastor's birthday.. no wonder she's the woman of God, and no wonder, Everybody loves her. The thing was though we put up everything for her, all that was on her heart was others, and not herself. Instead of glorifying herself, the whole congregation ended up worshipping God. Other than that, she really wanted us to pray for her mum. I think pastor's chinese is fabulous, and i think all of us ( HOGCians) ought to learn from pastor in this area. Though we may not be very good at this language, but we must always strive to keep our heritage -you nvr know when God will call you to minister in another language. yeah, so, this is my hypothesis. Oh btw, those chinese worship songs. I love them, so familiar, and close to my heart. I used to lead those songs in St paul's. I really love God, at least there's something i can identify with my pastors i nvr grew up with,yet, they're so close to my heart. I look forward to that day where I can personally serve pastors, whr i'll be close to their hearts, just like David and the 3 mighty men. With that, I want to make my stand, unless my spirit ascends to heaven to meet the Lord, forever I will remain faithful to the man and woman of God, I'll remain true to Jesus and His decrees forever. Thus, I have derived this to be my drive and motivation in life!
Love, Hannah
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
heye hey, you, you, i dun think i'm dying..
yeah, dying..
not really.
hahas, yesterday, i went to church after a rather short school schedule. wells, i went to plaza singapura to first meet priscilla, then melissa and Fedora.
hahas, it was pretty cool cos i tried to persuade prisc to come for PGSM preview. the thing abt yesterday is that i sorta went home earlier -altho it was like 9pm plus tt i got home.. i was supposed to study in church and leave with sylvia at 10pm. but the thing is that halfway thru my journey at PS, mum actually called me to go home earlier. She sounded furious initially. She said that i did'nt complete my laundry, and, many things happened today, thus, i had to go home early..
hahs, hmms, so i did as i was told, bcos, it was true i had to complete my laundry,but until now, i still can't finish it yet, it is tremendous load.. the thing is that i gotta rush again today bcos we have Pw mtg like after sch, but i appealed to leave for home first,i gotta finish my laundry, and... i gotta pack my bag for tmr, and, like pack my stuff to stay over at Gracia's tonight.. so exciting rite, but its so hectic..
hahas, it does'nt matter. i enjoy my life.
hahas, oh anw, i hung out with the leaders and rinnah in the office ytd. Let me say, Rinnah is really adorable!! i learnt many things also just by hanging around Nardine yesterday. I think i gotta learn to think like her, she is really fast, she thinks things like within seconds, and she's super efficient, plus,she carries a great attitude in life, always praising and positive even abt ppl who can't make it. Hanging out with her ah, ur morale SUPER HIGH arh.
hahs, anw, Ivan sprained his ankle, God, bless this soul. my leader, got injured, must pray for him and must also serve him, bcos he's a great man of God! okays, enough of sharing for now..
GP>>> LAte>>
hais..
hahas, cya!
not really.
hahas, yesterday, i went to church after a rather short school schedule. wells, i went to plaza singapura to first meet priscilla, then melissa and Fedora.
hahas, it was pretty cool cos i tried to persuade prisc to come for PGSM preview. the thing abt yesterday is that i sorta went home earlier -altho it was like 9pm plus tt i got home.. i was supposed to study in church and leave with sylvia at 10pm. but the thing is that halfway thru my journey at PS, mum actually called me to go home earlier. She sounded furious initially. She said that i did'nt complete my laundry, and, many things happened today, thus, i had to go home early..
hahs, hmms, so i did as i was told, bcos, it was true i had to complete my laundry,but until now, i still can't finish it yet, it is tremendous load.. the thing is that i gotta rush again today bcos we have Pw mtg like after sch, but i appealed to leave for home first,i gotta finish my laundry, and... i gotta pack my bag for tmr, and, like pack my stuff to stay over at Gracia's tonight.. so exciting rite, but its so hectic..
hahas, it does'nt matter. i enjoy my life.
hahas, oh anw, i hung out with the leaders and rinnah in the office ytd. Let me say, Rinnah is really adorable!! i learnt many things also just by hanging around Nardine yesterday. I think i gotta learn to think like her, she is really fast, she thinks things like within seconds, and she's super efficient, plus,she carries a great attitude in life, always praising and positive even abt ppl who can't make it. Hanging out with her ah, ur morale SUPER HIGH arh.
hahs, anw, Ivan sprained his ankle, God, bless this soul. my leader, got injured, must pray for him and must also serve him, bcos he's a great man of God! okays, enough of sharing for now..
GP>>> LAte>>
hais..
hahas, cya!
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
so funnie.
so funnie.
i read my blog, i saw the date. 15 April 2008, Tuseday. wah. hahas, internet lag.
hmms..
and i worship you, lord
my life in you restored
here is my heart
make it your sanctuary
(listening to this song now, think i'm gonna use this song to worship jesus tonight! :))
currently waiting for another hour or so to go by.. i think life's really good in this sorta moment. I am free! to do anything i wanna do. i think its great! cos i noe tt at least, i won't waste my time away.
anw, i am sms-ing with my sec 3 classmate, it seems that she got into some problem with her friends in poly, I emphatize with her,so later i'm meeting her. but i think she really got bored with lessons, and started to chat with me via sms. hahas.
I'm praying hard now bcos i think she wanna take business in a local uni, but with such high standards, and her unrelated course, i think its possible to get her for PGSM, i think that I rather she went to PGSM than to other private universities. I trust pastors, besides, i think there's hope for this girl to know Jesus on a higher scale. I pray that her respond will be positive. hmms. hahas.
okays.. i'm back! wells, she said most probably can't make it la, but i still hope she can come.
hahas.
I can't wait! i can't wait!
life's so very exciting la! hahas. i'm gonna worship God tonight! i'm gonna worship god tonight!
oh, yeah, i just rmb, i need to find an article for sam, apparently, i can't find it online..
hahas, think i need to go find it manually..
hahs, alright, I'm off to do my stuffs! muhahahahaha...
can you smell what my life is churning???!! i'm gonna live for Christ! :D
PEOPLE OF CONVICTION, PEOPLE OF GOD!
i read my blog, i saw the date. 15 April 2008, Tuseday. wah. hahas, internet lag.
hmms..
and i worship you, lord
my life in you restored
here is my heart
make it your sanctuary
(listening to this song now, think i'm gonna use this song to worship jesus tonight! :))
currently waiting for another hour or so to go by.. i think life's really good in this sorta moment. I am free! to do anything i wanna do. i think its great! cos i noe tt at least, i won't waste my time away.
anw, i am sms-ing with my sec 3 classmate, it seems that she got into some problem with her friends in poly, I emphatize with her,so later i'm meeting her. but i think she really got bored with lessons, and started to chat with me via sms. hahas.
I'm praying hard now bcos i think she wanna take business in a local uni, but with such high standards, and her unrelated course, i think its possible to get her for PGSM, i think that I rather she went to PGSM than to other private universities. I trust pastors, besides, i think there's hope for this girl to know Jesus on a higher scale. I pray that her respond will be positive. hmms. hahas.
okays.. i'm back! wells, she said most probably can't make it la, but i still hope she can come.
hahas.
I can't wait! i can't wait!
life's so very exciting la! hahas. i'm gonna worship God tonight! i'm gonna worship god tonight!
oh, yeah, i just rmb, i need to find an article for sam, apparently, i can't find it online..
hahas, think i need to go find it manually..
hahs, alright, I'm off to do my stuffs! muhahahahaha...
can you smell what my life is churning???!! i'm gonna live for Christ! :D
PEOPLE OF CONVICTION, PEOPLE OF GOD!
woo hoo! its wednesday! :D
okays,
i'm currently in school. ouch, my stomach hurts! stomache, stomache. after this, i'm going to the toilet!
hmms, life's really great today. hahas, wait! its still the beginning of school. No wonder i am so happy! hahas, but i set my heart on doing my best. especially to strive for econs and maths! hahas. aiya! it's gonna be exciting! school's short today, plus! i'm going to meet prisc afterwards, to hang out! my darling! i miss her! hahas, den, i'm going to church to study! life's super happening sia..
hahas, okok.. my sin fei did'nt send me the work plan template :( hahas. hmms, nvrm, i'll try again another day..
hahs, alright, i'll come back soon.
its trashing time! :)
Love, hannah
i'm currently in school. ouch, my stomach hurts! stomache, stomache. after this, i'm going to the toilet!
hmms, life's really great today. hahas, wait! its still the beginning of school. No wonder i am so happy! hahas, but i set my heart on doing my best. especially to strive for econs and maths! hahas. aiya! it's gonna be exciting! school's short today, plus! i'm going to meet prisc afterwards, to hang out! my darling! i miss her! hahas, den, i'm going to church to study! life's super happening sia..
hahas, okok.. my sin fei did'nt send me the work plan template :( hahas. hmms, nvrm, i'll try again another day..
hahs, alright, i'll come back soon.
its trashing time! :)
Love, hannah
Monday, April 14, 2008
whoosh! blessings!
hey! i'm back again!
hahas, as usual, life has really been HECTIC!! rahs!!
hahas, but its okays, i love life. i love ppl, and best of all I love God.
I think its really cool to be who i am todayl. I mean, i may not be the richest person on earth, i may not have the biggest house in life, i may not have the best material possessions on but I have the best in the world, that is Jesus Christ! I have a great family biologically and spiritually, academically wise, I am still getting to know the people more. I think that I need to stand more on my conviction and beliefs. Only God can satisfy my soul. Well basically everyday of my life, you'll hear testimonies after testimonies. hahas, yesterday, qi yuan and i were at north point having late tea, before i rushed of for Bm at church. I think she really needs to be convicted. Though a majority of people may not like her, but i still love her as my friend. Seems like I got really blessed recently.
The other day, I was just asking God how much I shud give for building fund this season. He dropped a figure of $100 in my heart. It was a little challenging as I got my SOF late this month, plus mum only gave me $30 for my allowance, I was really distressed at the beginning of the month fearing I had not enough to pay for my notes as i did'nt want to keep asking my mum for money, plus, I know she's really tight in budget. How could i just keep askin for money?? besides, i was expecting a decrease in SOF bcos i spoke to merryl regarding SOF, but things turned out unexpected. During my struggling season was wen God put that figure into my heart. ALL I DESIRED a heart after HIS. It was a painful pledge, but i did it anyway.
I also burned all my bridges upon turning back, and just pursued further into God. I cried out day and night asking God to miraculously put money into my account since there was only $2++ left. Then, it never came, though i felt down, but it did'nt affect my relationship with God, I knew God was with me. this is what He gave me :
Do Not Worry
25"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? 26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life[b]?
28"And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' 32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
Then, faithfully, I stuck on to my promises with God. you know that day after Ivan shared about speaking life, hope, and faith, I believe that I had sinned against God by speaking down to people. I decided to change my whole life and revolve it around Christ.
I jsut had random thought the other day. I was thinking about our purpose in life. I was just thinking if ever God will really be as the bible speaks about. Infact, this has been a question stuck in my heart since a long time, its just that I never thought of it again until recently. To me, God is real, if not, at least in my life. He speaks to me, and he assures me, but let's also not forget that God has enemies, they are the devils, evil sources against His will. well, what I'm really concerned about is that of the life after my death. YOU KNOW WHAT? I thought and thought and came to a final decision that is no matter what the world may do to me, I will never leave Jesus Christ for deep in my heart, Christ is real, he speaks to me, and He protects and converse with me. Sometimes we even joke. Who says god is boring??
Then, there's the thing that frightens me most. I think the thing that frightens me most is not anything but myself. I am most afraid that I would deny Christ in times of persecution. The other day I was chatting with Liling on the phone, she asked me a lot of things bout christianity, but the thing that hit my heart most was when she ask me if I were to deny christ when somebody threatened to kill me. I convictedly said NO> she called me crazy, but I knew that God was happy with my answer. the thing about it is that I was thinking if I can't even stand strong for Christ now, what made me so sure that I would stand strong for Christ in trials and tribulations??
The same goes for my outlook in life. I suddenly saw a relation between this and my life. If i can't even live life right now, what makes me so sure that I will live life right in the future? what makes me so sure that only after I become a leader, things will not be the same? what make me so sure that life will be enjoyable once i become a leader? I thus had a philosophy, call it whatever you want, but I now believe that it does'nt come later until you get it now. THUS, i'm striving so hard to love people life and God as I want to be part of that movement that builds God kingdom. Now, life may be good now, but no, its gonna get better tomorrow! even if circumstances are not smooth, It will and forever will be great bcos I have Christ.
Anw, I had in total, $90 blessing this month apart from the $30, and $150 of my allowances,bcos of PGSM and mum and aunt blessing. Alright tell ya more again! Maths!!!!
hahas, as usual, life has really been HECTIC!! rahs!!
hahas, but its okays, i love life. i love ppl, and best of all I love God.
I think its really cool to be who i am todayl. I mean, i may not be the richest person on earth, i may not have the biggest house in life, i may not have the best material possessions on but I have the best in the world, that is Jesus Christ! I have a great family biologically and spiritually, academically wise, I am still getting to know the people more. I think that I need to stand more on my conviction and beliefs. Only God can satisfy my soul. Well basically everyday of my life, you'll hear testimonies after testimonies. hahas, yesterday, qi yuan and i were at north point having late tea, before i rushed of for Bm at church. I think she really needs to be convicted. Though a majority of people may not like her, but i still love her as my friend. Seems like I got really blessed recently.
The other day, I was just asking God how much I shud give for building fund this season. He dropped a figure of $100 in my heart. It was a little challenging as I got my SOF late this month, plus mum only gave me $30 for my allowance, I was really distressed at the beginning of the month fearing I had not enough to pay for my notes as i did'nt want to keep asking my mum for money, plus, I know she's really tight in budget. How could i just keep askin for money?? besides, i was expecting a decrease in SOF bcos i spoke to merryl regarding SOF, but things turned out unexpected. During my struggling season was wen God put that figure into my heart. ALL I DESIRED a heart after HIS. It was a painful pledge, but i did it anyway.
I also burned all my bridges upon turning back, and just pursued further into God. I cried out day and night asking God to miraculously put money into my account since there was only $2++ left. Then, it never came, though i felt down, but it did'nt affect my relationship with God, I knew God was with me. this is what He gave me :
Do Not Worry
25"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? 26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life[b]?
28"And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' 32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
Then, faithfully, I stuck on to my promises with God. you know that day after Ivan shared about speaking life, hope, and faith, I believe that I had sinned against God by speaking down to people. I decided to change my whole life and revolve it around Christ.
I jsut had random thought the other day. I was thinking about our purpose in life. I was just thinking if ever God will really be as the bible speaks about. Infact, this has been a question stuck in my heart since a long time, its just that I never thought of it again until recently. To me, God is real, if not, at least in my life. He speaks to me, and he assures me, but let's also not forget that God has enemies, they are the devils, evil sources against His will. well, what I'm really concerned about is that of the life after my death. YOU KNOW WHAT? I thought and thought and came to a final decision that is no matter what the world may do to me, I will never leave Jesus Christ for deep in my heart, Christ is real, he speaks to me, and He protects and converse with me. Sometimes we even joke. Who says god is boring??
Then, there's the thing that frightens me most. I think the thing that frightens me most is not anything but myself. I am most afraid that I would deny Christ in times of persecution. The other day I was chatting with Liling on the phone, she asked me a lot of things bout christianity, but the thing that hit my heart most was when she ask me if I were to deny christ when somebody threatened to kill me. I convictedly said NO> she called me crazy, but I knew that God was happy with my answer. the thing about it is that I was thinking if I can't even stand strong for Christ now, what made me so sure that I would stand strong for Christ in trials and tribulations??
The same goes for my outlook in life. I suddenly saw a relation between this and my life. If i can't even live life right now, what makes me so sure that I will live life right in the future? what makes me so sure that only after I become a leader, things will not be the same? what make me so sure that life will be enjoyable once i become a leader? I thus had a philosophy, call it whatever you want, but I now believe that it does'nt come later until you get it now. THUS, i'm striving so hard to love people life and God as I want to be part of that movement that builds God kingdom. Now, life may be good now, but no, its gonna get better tomorrow! even if circumstances are not smooth, It will and forever will be great bcos I have Christ.
Anw, I had in total, $90 blessing this month apart from the $30, and $150 of my allowances,bcos of PGSM and mum and aunt blessing. Alright tell ya more again! Maths!!!!
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Perseverence! It's all worth it!
hi ppl! i'm back!
I'm so glad to be back again! I must share about yesterday!
WELL, I think that life is really great. No matter how tough and tiring it may get, there's ultimately a reward to entertain! hahas. my muscles are aching all over, but I think its alright bcos I am really proud to share that I ran the 6 rounds continuously!! I'm so proud of myself!! Do you know why? You may wonder, its just a run, besides, its not a competition or what.. so why get all worked up for? hahs, let tell you, it may seem like an ordinary run to you, but to me, I could never achieve this without God and perseverance. I am known to be that sort of person to give up totally when I'm tired and all, but yesterday's run just proved that I can make it as long as I persevere!! hahas, now, I have lactic acid all over my body..
hahas, but i'm not going to let that stop me from progressing! hahas, Ivan's preaching yesterday was really awesome! Plus, I think i wanna pick up learning guitar, I wanna worship God with my guitar! :) Okay, I'll learn it! I'll do it!
I stayed up in church til 11pm last night just completing my database, although i'm not done yet, but, I met with the most magnificent of worship ytd! :) I gotta go!it's always GP lesson!!! hahas
CYA!
I'm so glad to be back again! I must share about yesterday!
WELL, I think that life is really great. No matter how tough and tiring it may get, there's ultimately a reward to entertain! hahas. my muscles are aching all over, but I think its alright bcos I am really proud to share that I ran the 6 rounds continuously!! I'm so proud of myself!! Do you know why? You may wonder, its just a run, besides, its not a competition or what.. so why get all worked up for? hahs, let tell you, it may seem like an ordinary run to you, but to me, I could never achieve this without God and perseverance. I am known to be that sort of person to give up totally when I'm tired and all, but yesterday's run just proved that I can make it as long as I persevere!! hahas, now, I have lactic acid all over my body..
hahas, but i'm not going to let that stop me from progressing! hahas, Ivan's preaching yesterday was really awesome! Plus, I think i wanna pick up learning guitar, I wanna worship God with my guitar! :) Okay, I'll learn it! I'll do it!
I stayed up in church til 11pm last night just completing my database, although i'm not done yet, but, I met with the most magnificent of worship ytd! :) I gotta go!it's always GP lesson!!! hahas
CYA!
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Up another level!! YEAH!
hahas,
Talking to Sam isn't that stressful now. I think its just the power of God la.
hahas, it was really wonderful having Sam talking to me. I realised how messed up I can really be. hahas, thank God Sam helped and explained to me. I was so All over the place. See, I need to 1st, get things worked in a systematic way, in order to save time for ppl and for myself. I need to think for others. Where a job can be done in just 10 minutes, taken by me, can extend to abt 30 mins. This, I totally agree, and I really learnt to humble myself, accepting this abt me. I know that it did'nt feel right, it did'nt feel good, but I just wanna grow. I'm gonna hunger for More, just do, and don't feel. Love will drive me on. hahas, I'm willing to learn and change!! :) Actually I feel really good having being discipled~! hahas.
Love, Hannah
Talking to Sam isn't that stressful now. I think its just the power of God la.
hahas, it was really wonderful having Sam talking to me. I realised how messed up I can really be. hahas, thank God Sam helped and explained to me. I was so All over the place. See, I need to 1st, get things worked in a systematic way, in order to save time for ppl and for myself. I need to think for others. Where a job can be done in just 10 minutes, taken by me, can extend to abt 30 mins. This, I totally agree, and I really learnt to humble myself, accepting this abt me. I know that it did'nt feel right, it did'nt feel good, but I just wanna grow. I'm gonna hunger for More, just do, and don't feel. Love will drive me on. hahas, I'm willing to learn and change!! :) Actually I feel really good having being discipled~! hahas.
Love, Hannah
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
AHH!
Well, well, I'm back again!
my my, I'm left with so little time to complete so so much things to do. Alright, whatever little time i have, I must use. hahas. eh, I just wanted to shared about how my chionese teacher shouted at me the other day. No doubt i dislike him, but to prove my worth, I will ATTACK the subject, just like how PST How said we should do as we face discontent circumstances. Funnie how, the girl beside me keeps laughing at what she sees in her computer.. I wonder what's going on.. ?? .. back to focus, I have lots to share about last saturday, but will cease this chance to do it til the nx time i come online again. I feel so S-I-A-Nx bcos, though i have a computer, but whe n i system recovered the THING, I realised that I had lost the serial no.!! hahas! crap right? hahas. here's some photograph that makes me smile.. enjoy!!
my my, I'm left with so little time to complete so so much things to do. Alright, whatever little time i have, I must use. hahas. eh, I just wanted to shared about how my chionese teacher shouted at me the other day. No doubt i dislike him, but to prove my worth, I will ATTACK the subject, just like how PST How said we should do as we face discontent circumstances. Funnie how, the girl beside me keeps laughing at what she sees in her computer.. I wonder what's going on.. ?? .. back to focus, I have lots to share about last saturday, but will cease this chance to do it til the nx time i come online again. I feel so S-I-A-Nx bcos, though i have a computer, but whe n i system recovered the THING, I realised that I had lost the serial no.!! hahas! crap right? hahas. here's some photograph that makes me smile.. enjoy!!
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Past few days
Heya!
Feels really gd 2b back! I'm so excited 2 share abt my life these few days! hahas, life, as usual, has been rather busy, yet wonderful,and marvellous and excellent! Totally enjoyable despite the schedules. (: . Altho life had been rush and hectic, I can't find a reason to complain and just be down!
THURSDAY
that day was a powerful day. I finally saw terence in CG! otr than tt, I was surprised by the guest appearances of 2 new friends! they were darryl, and I can't rmb his name, but i noe tt he is lynn's friend. Altho sch had been tiring, I found joy hanging out with the ppl of God, and just enjoying the Spiritual atmosphere. I have nvr regretted coming t HOGC, infact, nvr ever regretted coming 4 CG since i 1st came! (:
SAm shared abt being loyal to God, church and pastors. This issue was on my heart 4 a very long time. I felt that I needed to break thru in this area bcos I had no confidence in trusting in ppl anymore since i suffered an utter severe case of backstabbing when i was in primary 6. She said that evrybody, even herself, honestly, would feel like giving up sometimes. She too, will feel tired and all. And I agree that I do feel this way many times. This really hitted my heart! I know that leaders are supposed to be better off than us, but no, God has given us leaders bcos he knew that they had gone thru these stages of life and emerged winners over the situations. that is why they are leaders. this really warmed my heart bcos my leaders are really human and they do feel vulnerable at times too! BOOMED! my heart gt HIT! GOD TOUCHED ME. not only bcos of that but I realized that when i make a promise to God, there's no more turning back. NO MORE> my bridges have 2b burned. I knew tt they were gone. that's why I felt God encouraging me to move on, and not stagnate, for I can no longer turn back again. I CAUGHT A LOT FROM SAM THAT DAY. this marked the day of the beginning of a huge vision bursting forth.
FRIDAY
it was really cool bcos i was told to write a testimony on my salvation. It was a privelege to me. Aft sch tt day, again! hahas, time was running faster then i. I had a mtg with Sam. My honour to hear from the woman of God, my leader! (:
altho it was only for that hr we hung out, i learnt to see things from the eyes of a leader. I learnt to understand things from the leaders point of view. Especially this point, whr i need to seek the Heart of God, and my start, WISDOM. to do everything right. to speak right, think right, and make the right decisions in life.
To my surprise, i m not offended or angry with when sam was discipling me abt my character. I was infact, ready to hear more from her. Perhaps, I needed t hang out more with her. That day, aft our hang out, I planned to meet liling for PGSM preview. Su shian came along, but left aft dinner. It was great bcos Liling signed up! I hope she sticks with this decision.
AHH ! I can't say more! I'm gonna collect my computer l8r on, n hopefully share more of life again.
DEAR GP time!!!!
Feels really gd 2b back! I'm so excited 2 share abt my life these few days! hahas, life, as usual, has been rather busy, yet wonderful,and marvellous and excellent! Totally enjoyable despite the schedules. (: . Altho life had been rush and hectic, I can't find a reason to complain and just be down!
THURSDAY
that day was a powerful day. I finally saw terence in CG! otr than tt, I was surprised by the guest appearances of 2 new friends! they were darryl, and I can't rmb his name, but i noe tt he is lynn's friend. Altho sch had been tiring, I found joy hanging out with the ppl of God, and just enjoying the Spiritual atmosphere. I have nvr regretted coming t HOGC, infact, nvr ever regretted coming 4 CG since i 1st came! (:
SAm shared abt being loyal to God, church and pastors. This issue was on my heart 4 a very long time. I felt that I needed to break thru in this area bcos I had no confidence in trusting in ppl anymore since i suffered an utter severe case of backstabbing when i was in primary 6. She said that evrybody, even herself, honestly, would feel like giving up sometimes. She too, will feel tired and all. And I agree that I do feel this way many times. This really hitted my heart! I know that leaders are supposed to be better off than us, but no, God has given us leaders bcos he knew that they had gone thru these stages of life and emerged winners over the situations. that is why they are leaders. this really warmed my heart bcos my leaders are really human and they do feel vulnerable at times too! BOOMED! my heart gt HIT! GOD TOUCHED ME. not only bcos of that but I realized that when i make a promise to God, there's no more turning back. NO MORE> my bridges have 2b burned. I knew tt they were gone. that's why I felt God encouraging me to move on, and not stagnate, for I can no longer turn back again. I CAUGHT A LOT FROM SAM THAT DAY. this marked the day of the beginning of a huge vision bursting forth.
FRIDAY
it was really cool bcos i was told to write a testimony on my salvation. It was a privelege to me. Aft sch tt day, again! hahas, time was running faster then i. I had a mtg with Sam. My honour to hear from the woman of God, my leader! (:
altho it was only for that hr we hung out, i learnt to see things from the eyes of a leader. I learnt to understand things from the leaders point of view. Especially this point, whr i need to seek the Heart of God, and my start, WISDOM. to do everything right. to speak right, think right, and make the right decisions in life.
To my surprise, i m not offended or angry with when sam was discipling me abt my character. I was infact, ready to hear more from her. Perhaps, I needed t hang out more with her. That day, aft our hang out, I planned to meet liling for PGSM preview. Su shian came along, but left aft dinner. It was great bcos Liling signed up! I hope she sticks with this decision.
AHH ! I can't say more! I'm gonna collect my computer l8r on, n hopefully share more of life again.
DEAR GP time!!!!
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
on my heart
hmms, why do i feel so burdened now? why do i feel like i'm losing it all. The power and anointing is gradually fading. What's wrong?
I just came from my literature lecture, and decided to post about something upon my heart.
MONEY.
why does it seem like my enemy. Its so ironic. I detest it, yet I want it. Feels like its really a need in my life now.
Last night my mum was sharing about one of my sister in christ whose birthday just passed recently, got into a fight with her bro. This sister, I deeply missed. I was so dampened when i heard that she felt like nobody rmbed her birthday. This feeling I understand. I was so guilty bcos i am one of the many persons who forgot abt it, even a few days after i rmbed it, but nvr did anything, thinking that the youths might hv celebrated her birthday with her. I felt like buying her smth, showing her love, and caring for her. I should hv known.
However, it daunt upon me that my funds are EXHAUSTED. Who on earth can understand my feeling? I felt so helpless.
About 2 hrs back, my literature rep asked me to bring $42 for the lit text tmr. It has poked my heart since.I spent the money that was supposed to be used to buy the text. I can't ask mum to give me more. Though I admit, it was my fault bcos the complecent thought of receiving my monthly allowance of $50 could cover up the cost.
Apparently, my hopes are DASHED. Mum can only give me $20 this month, bcos she needed to pay for the bill,my bill. My irritating dad has not put in the money. We have to thrift a little this month. I feel bad. Very bad. I don't want to keep relying on SOF, the money could be used for more needy ppl than I, i feel. Built upon that, the guilt is partially also bcos of my over-spending of funds last month at the east coast chalet. All the presents, plus all the meals, nicknacs here and there. I'm really disappointed with myself.
Now, I'm left with a good sum of $2.75 in my a/c, maybe lesser. CRAP.
FAMILY.
hmms, I love my family, but sometimes I feel a absence in the family, no matter how much effort mum puts in bring the family together, it isn't whole. I have to admit, yes God is the HEAD, the father figure of the family, but I'm missing Him. I feel so stuffed up, like, I hold my tears back, cos I can't cry. My father. Does he knows what's he's doing? Does he even care about us? So what if once upon a time he was present. So what if he's a lawyer. I feel so much resentment even though countless time I've forgiven him, but the hurt is still there. I feel like a mad person forcing my tears back into myself, now as I sit here typing all this out. I'm in school by the way. But I will not resort to any hatred, since I made up ,y mind to forgive, and love. God, do you hear me?
LIFE.
I'm gonna end the post touching on life. Life has relly been rush. Its so rushed that i can't even stop to think and cry my troubles to God. Its like I won't be able to catch up with my school work- or rather life, from the realistic way- if ever I were to stop and think and do all the sorting out of thoughts and all. Just like how Ivan put it, chucked in a corner of your mind. I feel like I'm just doing and not feeling, but a fear it ws the wrong way. NOw. As I type, I am slowly sorting out my thoughts. I have a few question to answer. (by my friends) If ever they were to read this post, I hope that they'll understand that I may seem like a anti-social bcos many times what they speak abt, I m silent for it is just me. I am not a person to ber hypocrite, tho some may feel that I am, I can't be bothered in politics, or holding power-whatsoever. I'm just person who speaks what comes to mind, and if I knew it was'nt appropriate to speak, I won't utter a word at all. All I seeked for was good friends. Where the relationship is not a facade but genuinity. Something that was positive. Insecure? of cos, different ppl has different levels of insecurities. But of cos, I won't allow my insecurities to overwhelm me. Yes, you asked me how i'm able to survive with $50 a month. Amazingly, Yes I am able. Although its so little, but I must give God all glory, for enabling me to not need More. No doubt, I receive a sum of $150 from SOF, a church ministry, but I don't intend to take it my allowance. I will return it when I earn money. I WILL DEFINITELY GIVE TO THIS FUNDING MINISTRY. Yes, hurt I may be, shamed I have been,but I'm not motivated to backslide from God. Yes, I may not feel Him now, or many times, but it is true that He's here and always here. I can't only love God bcos he bless me, but I love Him bcos I love him, and bcos I love Him, I will not give up hope, and loving ppl undeservedly, tho many reasons I hv to hate them, but simple bcos Jesus loves, I will love too. I may feel angry and displeasure with many ppl at different times, but ultimately, I will not backstab anybody bcos I believe in love. my my, I was supposed to do some research on PW, but look. I'm left with only 1/2 hr for my research and revision. If ever I were to bcom a great person, I will never give up hope on the little ppl. Little did I begin with, little will i not give.
PRE MADE DECISIONS
A lawyer. I will be better.
A christian, I will be my best.
A daughter, I will give my best.
A leader, I will pick the rest.
A sister, a friend, i will defend.
And as for christ, is eternal STAND.
Once touched, forever I'm touched. I love Jesus.
I just came from my literature lecture, and decided to post about something upon my heart.
MONEY.
why does it seem like my enemy. Its so ironic. I detest it, yet I want it. Feels like its really a need in my life now.
Last night my mum was sharing about one of my sister in christ whose birthday just passed recently, got into a fight with her bro. This sister, I deeply missed. I was so dampened when i heard that she felt like nobody rmbed her birthday. This feeling I understand. I was so guilty bcos i am one of the many persons who forgot abt it, even a few days after i rmbed it, but nvr did anything, thinking that the youths might hv celebrated her birthday with her. I felt like buying her smth, showing her love, and caring for her. I should hv known.
However, it daunt upon me that my funds are EXHAUSTED. Who on earth can understand my feeling? I felt so helpless.
About 2 hrs back, my literature rep asked me to bring $42 for the lit text tmr. It has poked my heart since.I spent the money that was supposed to be used to buy the text. I can't ask mum to give me more. Though I admit, it was my fault bcos the complecent thought of receiving my monthly allowance of $50 could cover up the cost.
Apparently, my hopes are DASHED. Mum can only give me $20 this month, bcos she needed to pay for the bill,my bill. My irritating dad has not put in the money. We have to thrift a little this month. I feel bad. Very bad. I don't want to keep relying on SOF, the money could be used for more needy ppl than I, i feel. Built upon that, the guilt is partially also bcos of my over-spending of funds last month at the east coast chalet. All the presents, plus all the meals, nicknacs here and there. I'm really disappointed with myself.
Now, I'm left with a good sum of $2.75 in my a/c, maybe lesser. CRAP.
FAMILY.
hmms, I love my family, but sometimes I feel a absence in the family, no matter how much effort mum puts in bring the family together, it isn't whole. I have to admit, yes God is the HEAD, the father figure of the family, but I'm missing Him. I feel so stuffed up, like, I hold my tears back, cos I can't cry. My father. Does he knows what's he's doing? Does he even care about us? So what if once upon a time he was present. So what if he's a lawyer. I feel so much resentment even though countless time I've forgiven him, but the hurt is still there. I feel like a mad person forcing my tears back into myself, now as I sit here typing all this out. I'm in school by the way. But I will not resort to any hatred, since I made up ,y mind to forgive, and love. God, do you hear me?
LIFE.
I'm gonna end the post touching on life. Life has relly been rush. Its so rushed that i can't even stop to think and cry my troubles to God. Its like I won't be able to catch up with my school work- or rather life, from the realistic way- if ever I were to stop and think and do all the sorting out of thoughts and all. Just like how Ivan put it, chucked in a corner of your mind. I feel like I'm just doing and not feeling, but a fear it ws the wrong way. NOw. As I type, I am slowly sorting out my thoughts. I have a few question to answer. (by my friends) If ever they were to read this post, I hope that they'll understand that I may seem like a anti-social bcos many times what they speak abt, I m silent for it is just me. I am not a person to ber hypocrite, tho some may feel that I am, I can't be bothered in politics, or holding power-whatsoever. I'm just person who speaks what comes to mind, and if I knew it was'nt appropriate to speak, I won't utter a word at all. All I seeked for was good friends. Where the relationship is not a facade but genuinity. Something that was positive. Insecure? of cos, different ppl has different levels of insecurities. But of cos, I won't allow my insecurities to overwhelm me. Yes, you asked me how i'm able to survive with $50 a month. Amazingly, Yes I am able. Although its so little, but I must give God all glory, for enabling me to not need More. No doubt, I receive a sum of $150 from SOF, a church ministry, but I don't intend to take it my allowance. I will return it when I earn money. I WILL DEFINITELY GIVE TO THIS FUNDING MINISTRY. Yes, hurt I may be, shamed I have been,but I'm not motivated to backslide from God. Yes, I may not feel Him now, or many times, but it is true that He's here and always here. I can't only love God bcos he bless me, but I love Him bcos I love him, and bcos I love Him, I will not give up hope, and loving ppl undeservedly, tho many reasons I hv to hate them, but simple bcos Jesus loves, I will love too. I may feel angry and displeasure with many ppl at different times, but ultimately, I will not backstab anybody bcos I believe in love. my my, I was supposed to do some research on PW, but look. I'm left with only 1/2 hr for my research and revision. If ever I were to bcom a great person, I will never give up hope on the little ppl. Little did I begin with, little will i not give.
PRE MADE DECISIONS
A lawyer. I will be better.
A christian, I will be my best.
A daughter, I will give my best.
A leader, I will pick the rest.
A sister, a friend, i will defend.
And as for christ, is eternal STAND.
Once touched, forever I'm touched. I love Jesus.
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