Life.

hey!

You ask me what life means to me. I tell you, this is is. Life.

Life without Jesus is really meaningless. i am just so happy that i've been chosen to attend discipleship with Pastors. It's really a great honour for me. it has been my desire to be close with the man and woman of God. It has been my dream to serve pastors till I get old.

This morning I was just thinking to myself abt the grace and mercy God has showered upon my life. i realized that God has been good to me. When i was doing my devotional early this morning, I was reading the book of Samuel. I just admire the character of David. I told God and made a decision thats is even when i start to become successful in life, prosper and all, i would never want to leave his presence. the one thing I feared most is losing my connection with God. For he could promote me, and He and demote me as well. I promised God that i'll always keep a heart of faith and humility. that i may never stray from His ways, for if I want to be used by God, my basic requirement is to seek His ways.

I know that in this time of trial and testing, God has given another chance and opportunity to train my capacity. i know that in the midst of my busy schedule, and packed timetable, i can cope with it all for i know that God will not give me smth that I cannot take or conquer. For every level i proceed, another devil in seat. I must never give eup for the cause of Jesus Christ. i know that my friends are thinking that doing so much for God and the church is really meaningless, and useless. but I tell you, as surely as my God lives, He will pull me through it all.

I am all set and ready to start working hard for God. I still wanna grow up, support SOF, bring my family overseas often, and I wanna be able to bless many with my finances and my testimonies.

On the bus to gramps place, a sudden thought came into my mind. It OBVIOUSLY is not from God. Something that went like this : " now that your life is getting stressful and all, why don't you just give it all up? For if you give up going to church, you'll be able to concentrate well in your studies, and life would be good for you. You gain and don't lose at all." Then in my spirit, another voice spoke. it said: "No! I'll never ever try to fathom the thought of leaving God. You know what? Though to you i may seem to be happy and joyful that if I leave church and do especially well in my academic, but truly, that joy can never reach the one of which you witness a soul saved for Jesus Christ. For i do not look to the physical gains in life, but the supernatural. Besides, life would be meaningless if i just studied and gave up my great destiny in God for smth so absolute. Look, though i may not have done well in my academic currently, God is good, and who said that Christians can't be radical yet academically inclined in the FIRST place? for i know that the word of God clearly states that " For seel FIRST His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you" Matthew 6:33. memorised, by heart! That voice got so dumbfounded and shut out, and I felt a surge of faith and courage in my spirit.

okays, its kinda late, so aft this, i'm going to purchase my stud concession,and change the money!

If you know me, Please pray for my grandfather's health and salvation. thanks.

Anw, its so exciting! We hv a zone mtg tmr, and I bet, its so cool! Good bye!

Love, HAnnah :)