I believe in the dreams and vision God gave to me

The death of my vision has partially occurred, however, I'll always remember that the day spoke to me, was the day I anticipated all these. Could I have heard from God wrongly? No I strongly believed as there was many evidences to proved God spoke.

there was the law of double mention, there was the peace. And I know that my God can never trick for He is always good. When God says I will prosper, I will prosper. My motive and intents?

It is more than just to support my family and let my mum RETIRE, I want to support the kingdom of God, and let my MUM also Build His kngdom not for her to relax and just end her life so meaninglessly. I think that I should pray more than I complain. hahas, okays, LOVE LOVE LOVE. God has chnged me, or I would'nt have been so open to corrections, besides, I would'nt have believed hard enough that my dreams, visions and aspirations WILL COME TO PASS so stronglt. No doubt, they may seem so idealistic, non-practical, but to be child-like, is to have faith in God. Is to truly believe that I play my part, the rest is up to God. That is the only logic that God has given me. As you know, And you can see that I'm pretty transparent about my life, besides, I am going to keep it this way, fearing that I'd be a different person, chnaged from the turmoils in life, I don't want.I want to remain with a heart that's pure, and genuine. That is what the heart for God means to me. That is to remain faithful to Him regardless come what may. Not faked, not facade, just pure, truthful and genuine. I am not perfect, neither am I self righteous, but I j=know that god has long forgiven my past sins and freed me from guilt. I have a free life NOW! :)